Right now, I'm using our Wii's super-rad Opera browser to type this. Exciting? I thought so. Anyway, here's what's going on right now in my oh-so exciting life: -I now close at Subway at least twice a week. Which is cool, I guess. It's just not fun. At all. But hey, that's work I guess. -I just got hired by Chick-fil-a. Craziness. I don't really have a clue what I'm doing right now, though. And I'm really nervous, Cuz I'm working in the front. Woo! I'm pretty happy about that for a few reasons that I won't bother you with. -I have been getting closer to God lately. I'm very happy about this. Apparently He wants to get closer to me, too. That's the crazy thing about God. He loves us no matter what. Crazy. -I've been trying to get more scheduled lately. It's a pain. -Mr. Hughes is being used by God, even in a tiny little church in Westover. It's cool to see how God uses different people. -In organizing my schedule, I realized how big of a change I made when I decided to stop going to school. -I hate my lack of motivation. That is all.
I hate feeling this way. And I've felt this way for far too long. It won't happen again. It won't. If she thinks that she's so much better off with Michael then she can stay with Michael. I want her so much. More than anyone. Even after what she did to me. And it doesn't matter to her. So. That's how it'll be then. Grr. ;( *reminisces* I miss it all so much. ;( God, help me to move on.
Heh. But I do it anyway. I just try to remember that when I see her smiling, she is happy. Even if it is because of someone else. Darn jealousy. Makes me feel terrible every time. But I am overcoming it! Hah! *writes a private blog*
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